I'm queer and gender-fluid. I'm an undergraduate psychology major at a small university in the Northwest of the US. This blog contains a bit of anything, due to my varied interests. Some nsfw content, so beware. I'm a tad kinky, too. Be respectful, please. I don't tolerate hate in any form, thank you. My preferred pronouns are either "they" or gender neutral pronouns "zhe" and "hir." Please respect them. (However, if you absolutely insist on using gendered pronouns for me, please use masculine pronouns - he/hi/his.)
I'm very accepting and open and I can be a very good listener, so please don't be afraid to come talk to me.

4th June 2012

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4th June 2012

Photo reblogged from they will eat like wolves and fight like devils. with 7,014 notes

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4th June 2012

Photo reblogged from Just Like a Starfish with 524 notes

Tagged: Yup

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4th June 2012

Photo reblogged from masshole. with 113 notes

Tagged: Yes please

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4th June 2012

Photo reblogged from masshole. with 11,610 notes

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4th June 2012

Photo reblogged from Chaos and Nebulosity with 851 notes

chaosandnebulosity:

fairy-wren:

tawny frogmouths
(photo by jason collier)

Okay, I know this is the third tawny frogmouth I’ve reblogged. But I mean, LOOK at these things. They are like some demonic form of adorable. And that is the best kind of adorable. :3

chaosandnebulosity:

fairy-wren:

tawny frogmouths

(photo by jason collier)

Okay, I know this is the third tawny frogmouth I’ve reblogged. But I mean, LOOK at these things. They are like some demonic form of adorable. And that is the best kind of adorable. :3

Tagged: So right!

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4th June 2012

Chat

After my father saw my haircut, he texted me...

  • Dad: Obviously I have nothing going on about your sexual orientation I just always thought you were the fem... I really liked your long hair. That's almost too short like when I buzzed it (note: this was when I was six or seven, if memory serves - I loved being mistaken for a boy. It felt so right sometimes). It's good to experiment. I like it if you like it.
  • Me: Um I'm really NOT butch. But I'm not necessarily femme. I've NEVER been girly. And femmes stereotypically are girly. I'm not really one for the femme/butch stereotype. Unlike popular belief, many lesbians are actually not one or the other and don't need to be. I know you like it long, but I'm not trying to fit your ideals, but rather my own. I don't know.. I've been wanting to cut it short for a while. I'm not butch. I'm far from butch, but yeah, not really femme either. There're more types of people than femmes and butches.
  • (Note: My father is unaware of my actual gender and believes me to be female and lesbian, rather than gender fluid and queer. My father is also not knowledgeable about the LGBTQ community, and thus I had to keep it simple and work with the stereotypes he thinks through, rather than try to explain the complexities associated with all of this.)
  • Dad: I know that , you silly,,,, I'm just jerking your chain. I think it's cute.....
  • Me: Uh-huh. Thanks.
  • Dad: You're a funny girl....
  • (And yes, my father does use the commas for periods - rather often.)
  • I don't know why and I have nothing against butch lesbians or femme lesbians whatsoever, but my dad's comment has just been bothering me for the past week and a half. I don't care what he thinks, really, but...I don't want to be taken for butch, I want to be taken for a guy (sometimes). I'm sort of a tomboy girl (sometimes slightly femme), and sort of a fem guy (and sometimes other variations of masculine), and sort of a genderqueer individual at other times. Sometimes I deal with dysphoria, when I'm congruent I'm granted a reprieve. Sometimes I want to present as a girl, sometimes as a guy, sometimes as whatever. I can't really explain to him that it's a gender thing, or explain the complexities of gender with any hope of him understanding or accepting anything that deviates from his own personal beliefs. His comment has just been really bothering me, rubbing me wrong in the back of my mind.

Tagged: Trans*Non-binaryGender expressionHaircutMy father...

3rd June 2012

Photo reblogged from Chaos and Nebulosity with 146 notes

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3rd June 2012

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“The Raven” by Edgar Allan Poe

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore—
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
“‘Tis some visiter,” I muttered, “tapping at my chamber door—
    Only this and nothing more.”

Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow;—vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow—sorrow for the lost Lenore—
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore—
    Nameless here for evermore.

And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me—filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
“‘Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door—
Some late visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door;
    This it is and nothing more.”

Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
“Sir,” said I, “or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you”—here I opened wide the door—
    Darkness there and nothing more.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, “Lenore?”
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, “Lenore!”—
    Merely this and nothing more.

Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping something louder than before.
“Surely,” said I, “surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see, then, what thereat is and this mystery explore—
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;—
    ‘Tis the wind and nothing more.

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately Raven of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he,
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door—
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door—
    Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then the ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
“Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,” I said, “art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient Raven wandering from the Nightly shore—
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night’s Plutonian shore!”
    Quoth the Raven, “Nevermore.”

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning—little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door—
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
    With such name as “Nevermore.”

But the Raven, sitting lonely on that placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if its soul in that one word he did outpour
Nothing farther then he uttered; not a feather then he fluttered—
Till I scarcely more than muttered: “Other friends have flown before—
On the morrow he will leave me, as my Hopes have flown before.”
    Then the bird said “Nevermore.”

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
“Doubtless,” said I, “what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore—
Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore
    Of ‘Never—nevermore.’”

But the Raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore—
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
    Meant in croaking “Nevermore.”

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom’s core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion’s velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o’er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o’er
    She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
“Wretch,” I cried, “thy God hath lent thee—by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite—respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!”
    Quoth the Raven, “Nevermore.”

“Prophet!” said I, “thing of evil!—prophet still, if bird or devil!—
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate, yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted—
On this home by Horror haunted—tell me truly, I implore—
Is there—is there balm in Gilead?—tell me—tell me, I implore!”
    Quoth the Raven, “Nevermore.”

“Prophet!” said I, “thing of evil!—prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us—by that God we both adore—
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore—
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore.”
    Quoth the Raven, “Nevermore.”

“Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!” I shrieked, upstarting—
“Get thee back into the tempest and the Night’s Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul has spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken!—quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!”
    Quoth the Raven, “Nevermore.”

And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon’s that is dreaming
And the lamp-light o’er him streaming throws his shadows on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
    Shall be lifted—nevermore!

Tagged: Edgar Allan PoeOne of my favorite poemsThe RavenPoetry

Source: online-literature.com

3rd June 2012

Chat reblogged from masshole. with 26,344 notes

  • mom: you realize normal people don't have such strong feelings about the oxford comma
  • me: THE OXFORD COMMA IS IMPORTANT
  • mom: you realize this makes you a nerd
  • me:
  • mom:
  • me: i had a party with the strippers, george bush and barack obama
  • me: i had a party with the strippers, george bush, and barack obama
  • me: without the comma, you are implying that george bush and barack obama are strippers
  • mom:
  • me:
  • mom: this isn't normal

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3rd June 2012

Photo reblogged from masshole. with 17,089 notes

- To those who would like to try to insist they know my gender better than I

- To those who would like to try to insist they know my gender better than I

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3rd June 2012

Photoset reblogged from Fisheeeeeeeeeer with 403,001 notes

readbehindthelines:

burn-down-the-world:

This was the single funniest thing I have ever seen a president do.

I’M STILL LAUGHING.

I will never not reblog this.

this is FANTASTIC

Tagged: ObamaYESI approve

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3rd June 2012

Photo reblogged from Chaos and Nebulosity with 736 notes

Fire lizard! If you’re good, maybe zhe’ll sing to you. Just ask Menolly - she has nine, so it’s likely to be part of her troupe.

Fire lizard! If you’re good, maybe zhe’ll sing to you. Just ask Menolly - she has nine, so it’s likely to be part of her troupe.

Tagged: Fire lizards!Any read Anne McCaffrey's Dragonriders of Pern series?MenollyDragonsAnne McCaffreyPern

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3rd June 2012

Photoset reblogged from masshole. with 29 notes

When I was a kid, I loved to lie down in tall grass and just completely disappear. It was like I was in my own world, with just the sky, the grass, the breeze, birdsong, and me.

Well…that was when I wasn’t hiding in the grass because I was an elf and needed to escape an enemy who was nearby, which we couldn’t afford to take on at the moment because we had to complete our mission and save our captured fellows.

Tagged: Childhood memoriesIt was nice being so small sometimes

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3rd June 2012

Video reblogged from Fisheeeeeeeeeer with 188,022 notes

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aaronaslan:

dekutree:

windows98:

oH MY GOD

OH MY GOD

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Haha holy shit

Tagged: WowJust..watch thisSeriously

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